i’m eating again.

It’s really late, I just got back from DC, and here I am writing this.

It’s like a whole rush of emotions because I don’t know how to describe it. It’s like the old with the new and the deja vu. This is all way too similar, with the way too similar person, with the way too similar situation. I know I should learn from my mistakes but it’s hard when you’ve grown to live your life on impulse for the past year.

I’m getting really tired of loose ends, and “chasing pavements” now, eventhough before I didn’t mind just going from one thing to another. It didn’t bother me for some reason. And now it does. If you know what I mean.

Oh, and I just had pizza and double stuffed oreos and watermelon. I swear all the food I eat is gonna catch up to me when my metabolism suddenly stops.

Gnite, or good morning. peaceee.

You need to let me go.

Steff has inspired me to make a wordpress like I inspired/forced her to make a twitter

So here, I, go.

You need to let me go.
You need to let me go because we’re holding onto something that doesn’t exist.
We’ve both been through this I know.
I wish I could hold onto you much longer, but I feel like I’m walking on pavements with you.

I know you’ll never leave me, because this is all you know.
All you know is that we’ll stay like this forever so,
Do me a favor and just let me go,
Because I deserve to find something of my own.

I wish we could both figure out what we mean by the subtle-ness we both observe.
But you’re making me rethink, relearn, relive everything that I’ve come to know,
Wishing and hoping it was the other way,
The way that I’ve come to know.