i’m eating again.
May 24, 2009
It’s really late, I just got back from DC, and here I am writing this.
It’s like a whole rush of emotions because I don’t know how to describe it. It’s like the old with the new and the deja vu. This is all way too similar, with the way too similar person, with the way too similar situation. I know I should learn from my mistakes but it’s hard when you’ve grown to live your life on impulse for the past year.
I’m getting really tired of loose ends, and “chasing pavements” now, eventhough before I didn’t mind just going from one thing to another. It didn’t bother me for some reason. And now it does. If you know what I mean.
Oh, and I just had pizza and double stuffed oreos and watermelon. I swear all the food I eat is gonna catch up to me when my metabolism suddenly stops.
Gnite, or good morning. peaceee.
